Every year my goal for the New Year is to wake up before the kids so I can get my prayer time in.
I need a couple of minutes to orient my thoughts, give thanks for a brand new day, and ask Jesus to help me in the areas of my life where I feel like I am falling short. And as simple as this tiny goal may seem, itโs hard for me to execute. I try to get a little bit more sleep even though I hear the baby starting to fuss and try to squeeze out a couple more seconds of enjoying my warm cozy bed.
Once I pick up the baby, my prayer time seems completely out of reach; my son and daughter are hungry at the same time; they canโt find their clothes; and Iโm missing the extra hands of my husband who is already out of the house.
I try to reclaim my morning by finally sitting down but then the baby approaches me like a linebacker going for the tackle! I look at the crucifix in our kitchen, and I remember that this is my prayer life. The Psalmist says, โHere I am Lord; I come to do you willโ (Responsorial Psalm).
When I align my will to His, Iโm not upset that I didnโt have the ideal morning prayer time with my coffee mug in hand or that I havenโt had a bite to eat yet. Serving these little people is the will of the Father. The will of God is in the here and now of this season of my life, not and in some fantasized idea of what that looks like.
The will of God is always moving me towards growing in love, virtue, and holiness. โHere I am, Lord; I come to do your willโ is the perfect prayer that I can adopt on the days that I donโt get the type of morning that I want.
The will of God is in the here and now. // Mytae Carrasco WallaceClick to tweet
How do you actively seek to do the Lordโs will and surrender your own desires however good they may be?
Mytae Carrasco Wallace is Las Vegas born and raised and holds a Masters in Public Administration. She and her husband have the privilege of leading Pre-Cana retreats for their home parish. On the daily you can find her raising her three kiddos, choreographing dance moves to entertain her children, and doing her own version of carpool karaoke. She was a contributing author to All She Had. Find out more about her here. Mytae es creada y nacida en Las Vegas, NV. Tiene su Maestrรญa en Administraciรณn Pรบblica. Ella y su esposo tienen el privilegio de dirigir los retiros de Pre-Cana para su parroquia. Diariamente puedes encontrarla criando a sus tres hijos, coreografiando movimientos de baile para entretener a sus hijos y cantando su propia versiรณn de karaoke en el carro. Fue autora contribuyente de All She Had. Conozca la mejor aquรญ..
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