The LORD is my life's refuge; of whom should I be afraid? // Psalm 27:1b
Trembling inside, I walked into my employer’s office. I’d been to Reconciliation the day before and I imagined, as the priest had advised me, that Jesus was on one side of me and Mary on the other. I asked my boss if he would listen without interruption while I read what I had written. I believed God was calling me to a new job, so I read the letter thanking him for all I’d learned from him and giving my two weeks notice.
When I finished reading, I was afraid he would yell at me in anger; instead my boss crumpled my letter and threw it in the trash, saying, “Leave my office now.” A few minutes later his assistant came to relay the message that I had four hours to clear everything out of my office.
Because of God’s goodness, I can now look back with gratitude that God strengthened me to face my fears and to obey what I believed He was asking of me. I could never have imagined the emotional healing and restoration He had in store for me, nor the future reconciliation (nine years later) He had planned for me and my former employer.
Dear sister, when we run to the Lord as our refuge, we can trust in confidence even when we feel afraid. God will not forsake us.
Is there someone you’re afraid of? A relationship you’re afraid of losing? I encourage you to pour out your heart to the Lord and listen to what He asks of you. Then step out in courage and confront your fears, remembering that you are God’s own beloved daughter and you are safe with Him.