“Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give it to you. Do not let your hearts be troubled or afraid.” // John 14:27
Nearing the end of my graduate studies meant discernment and decision-making on what was coming next. I began my fourth year of teaching knowing that it would be my last year. I did not know what I would be doing instead, but I knew the Lord was leading me elsewhere. I was in an interior battle between wanting to trust the Lord in where He would lead me next and my desire for the worldly security of stability.
So many questions raced through my head: Could there be any way to do what I truly want and be financially stable? Would this career change mean giving up what I thought I wanted to do? What does the Lord want?
I spoke with my spiritual director, my dearest friends, and my mentors about all of the questions that had a grip on me, hoping that what they would say could somehow give me the answer I was looking for. Maybe, just maybe, their answers would be what gave me peace.
I found so much comfort in thinking about the peace the world offers, in the lie that only financial security, a stable job, and stability of place would give me peace. Sure, there is peace that comes from having all of these things, but the peace the Lord offers is far better. Ultimately, surrendering all my uncertainties to Jesus gave me the comfort I was looking for all along. I had to trust that He would take me exactly where He desired. Weeks later, I would have the position I dreamed of, mitigating every worry and fear I had.
In today’s Gospel (see John 14:27-31), Jesus breaks the hold of fear and worry that consumed the Disciples with the freedom of His peace. A peace that satisfies. A peace that alludes to joy. A peace only God can give.
Sister, let us ask the Lord for the peace He desires to give us. A peace that conquers all fear, anxiety, and doubt. A peace that is far better than this world offers. Let our hearts rest in the comfort of His peace.
Mary Peach lives in Cincinnati, Ohio. She works remotely as a resource specialist for Regnum Christi after recently finishing her Master’s in Psychology. She was born in Ethiopia and adopted when she was eleven years old. Mary fell in love with the Lord as a deep and personal friend and made it her mission to help others encounter Him the same way she did. She loves to share her adoption story and healing journey in hopes to help others embrace their journey of healing as well.
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