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When We Doubt That Our Prayers Matter

In the mysterious tension between God’s sovereignty and intercessory prayer, I tend to find myself doubting that my petitions could really matter.

After all, He knows what’s best for my loved ones. Maybe the suffering I’m praying will be removed from one friend is forming a deep well of compassion within her. Maybe the path that dear relative is walking down is actually bearing fruit in him that I cannot yet see. I know I lack the full wisdom of God, so why pray very specifically? It’s not a popular Christian sentiment, but am I the only one who doubts whether my prayers even do anything at all?

In the face of such doubts, today’s exchange between Moses and the Lord punches me in the gut. (Exodus 32:7-14)

God was so enraged with the Israelites and their golden idol that He was actually ready to destroy His chosen people and start over with Moses and his descendants. But rather than grimly accepting such a fate, Moses had the gall to push back. He didn’t see himself as a powerless player in this scenario; he possessed such understanding of the partnership the Lord had brought him into that he believed his own voice had value. Moses knew that God had chosen to have a real relationship with his little human self, and that the weight of love compelled Him to include Moses in His plans.

Don’t do it, Moses urged. Relent from Your anger and glorify Yourself through this wayward people.

And, crazily enough, it worked. Moses’ intercession impacted the heart of God and the fate of the Israelites was changed. What would happen if you and I believed that our prayers mattered too? Even with the limitations of our finite perspectives, the Lord has shown that He desires the partnership of our prayers. He has created us to be His beloveds and His friends, and our participation in His kingdom work is part of His great plan.

So let’s be bold like Moses. Let’s pray with humility and an openness to God’s will, yes, but let’s be unafraid to petition Him for big things. He may just be waiting for us to ask.

Shannon Evans is a Protestant missionary turned Catholic convert who lived to tell the tale. She is a writer, speaker, and podcaster. She and her husband and four children are passionately pursuing a life of authenticity and justice. You can find out more about her here.

5 Comments

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    Kayla Sanmiguel
    March 15, 2018 at 9:38 am

    Wow. Yes yes yes! Beautiful and clarifying. Thank you.

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    Cecily Hope
    March 15, 2018 at 10:03 am

    This devotional is a plumb line for me. God bless.

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    Melissa
    March 15, 2018 at 11:23 am

    Thank you and shared to Facebook. God Bless.

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    Tanya Hielke
    March 15, 2018 at 12:03 pm

    I too am a convert to the Catholic faith. Thank you for your reflection on how God invites us into prayer with him. I love the activity of prayer and often find myself smiling and laughing with a God who loves me and has a wonderful sense of humor in my daily life. Blessings to you and your family Shannon.

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    Alex
    March 16, 2018 at 8:27 am

    I love this and it is so relatable. I too sometimes question whether my prayers will be answered and I am too impatient at times that I give up hope because they weren’t answered right away. Thank you for sharing.

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