Emotion: The Gift of the Spirit


There is something about worship music that completely overtakes me. As I lift my hands up in praise and as I worship Him with the congregation, I am always overcome with intense emotion. I feel the music deep in soul as it bubbles up. I become filled with the words of praise and I weep. Every. Single. Time.

I remember noticing this when I was about fifteen years old at my youth group. We would always begin and end the night with praise and worship and I would always bawl my eyes out. As a teen, I felt like an anomaly; I felt strange. I would question my emotions. I would be thinking, Why am I crying? No one else is crying. I would try to distract myself during the music so I would not cry. I would try to block out the words of the song so I would not be overcome with emotion. I was self-conscious and I doubted myself.

But one day, I remember it clearly, one of my youth group leaders and I were talking and I mentioned to her that I would always cry during worship music. I explained to her of my self-doubt. But she said something that has stuck with me for the last ten years: “Your emotional expression is a Gift of the Spirit.” This simple declaration completely floored me. She went on to explain that when our hearts are touched by the Holy Spirit, we simply cannot help but release this emotion. Our earthly bodies are simply not capable of containing the immensity of the Holy Spirit. Our bodies find ways of cathartic release—and for me it is through crying.

Today’s Psalm completely echoes of this notion:

“Oh sing to the Lord a new song.”
“Make a joyful noise to the Lord.”
“With trumpets and the sound of the horn make a joyful noise before the King, the Lord!”

All of Heaven and earth sings His praises. Even when we picture the angels in Heaven, what do they always have with them? Harps and trumpets. God’s Own angels in Heaven are constantly singing His praises! It only fits that when we sing His praises on earth we catch a glimmer of the perfect sounds of the angels. It is as if during worship music, the heavens part and the angels sing with us and the Holy Spirit is called.

Now whenever I am lifting my arms in praise and singing with my brothers and sisters, I allow my emotions to pour out. I feel no shame. I feel no embarrassment. I feel connected to the complete faithfulness of our Lord. It is beautiful. Do you feel overcome with emotion when you sing His praises? Is there anything you do in the name of the Lord that completely overtakes you?


Samantha Aguinaldo-Wetterholm is a wife, mom, and soon-to-be-dentist currently living in San Francisco, California. You can find out more about her here.


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    May 14, 2017 at 9:35 am

    I sometimes cry too and sometimes make some sound as if ululating and one Pastor laid hands on me thinking its demonic……it happens mostly in praising and worshiping in church.

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      September 7, 2017 at 12:06 pm

      I think you’re speaking in tongues, honey!

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        November 15, 2017 at 3:22 am

        I have just recently started speaking in tongues. When I do, I weep. Uncontrollable weeping and there is no want to stop it. I googled tonight and found this blog. My purpose was to see why. Why do I weep? I’ve prayed over 4 people in this language and the same thing happens. I’m green so someone tell me what’s happening. Please?

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          January 24, 2018 at 11:26 pm

          I was baptized in the Holy Ghost prior to an intense season. I started speaking (praying in tongues) for HOURS a day for three years. I only wanted to be with the Lord. I HAD TO PRAY. During this season I wept, travailed and cried all the time. I was always COMFORTED in these times but I cried so heavily. I believe the Lord was “purging” me as the Word outlines. This is a process. Once you are saved and THEN ASK FOR AND RECEIVE the Holy Ghost, you will be purged. It’s like the Holy Ghost moved in, which he does, and re-arranged the furniture and this is the firing process. He “deals” with the filth and stuff from your past and presents it to the Lord. This is what Romans talks about in chapter 8, closer to 26-28. I HIGHLY recommend Dave Robersons book “The Walk of the Spirit, The Walk of Power.” It has hundreds of positive reviews from baptized believers who don’t understand this experience. I believe the Lord led me to this book and I was blown away. It’s free on his site or buy it at Amazon. Today, for me, the crying is gone but returns at times. There is great peace but I still talk to God EVERY DAY in tongues. Driving, washing dishes, praying over my wife and daughter. It’s an intercession gift as well. I am so thankful my prayers are CODED from the enemy!!!


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      November 4, 2017 at 6:46 pm

      The same thing happens to me, I’ve been prayed over more than once a rebuking of the devil. It complety confuses me.

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        November 17, 2017 at 8:11 am

        Hey . What yot have received is an immense gift, when you speak in tongues you enter the spiritual realm and speak things that the enemy cannot understand. Your spirit becomes one with the Holy Spirit. I believe weeping is utter brokenness before God and leads to spiritual edification. Look at it this way; Jesus in the garden wept and cried to God and as a result angels came and ministered to Him because of the task he had at hand-dying on the cross. When you weep, your spirit is edified and speaking in tongues allows the Spirit to interceed for your present and even future. When you want to weep, weep it is a manifestation of the Holy spirit. Do not quench the Spirit or the tears, let it all out. Be blessed.

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          November 19, 2017 at 11:58 pm

          Oh thank you! This answered things exactly how I needed to hear it at this moment ❤

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      November 25, 2017 at 2:28 pm

      Twice i’ve experienced this. A sharp sound would just come out of me, like a whistle. Then i would cry.

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    June 10, 2017 at 6:01 am

    I cry everytime too. I felt self conscious about it because others around me would feel compelled to dance, yell and shout. I feel like dancing often times but im on usherboard wedged in the middle of a row with no space to shout and dance how i feel i want to but i ALWAYS just end up drenched in tears. Not because of sadness but because im grateful. God is good all the time. Even now as im laying in bed I feel like shouting but i dont want to wake the kids. My throat is burning from holding it in. Thank you Jesus!!!

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      April 5, 2018 at 5:49 pm


      Me too! I don’t sit in a place that I cannot get out from, at church. I’m often prompted to go bow in front and worship, NOBODY does that but the Pastor, normally. I cannot understand why not. Every time I’m prompted, I have to fight through “the norm” but I do it out of obedience to The Lord! But I too cry ALL the time. I am a happy person, but I feel so deeply that when Holy Spirit is near in strength—I’m a ball of mush! The majority of time I’m just completely overwhelmed by His goodness and His love! I’m done with being intimidated by it, I am thankful that my heart is so tender that my gratitude pours out through tears! Keep the tender heart flowing, it’s beautiful to the Father!!!

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    Maxzine Grandison
    June 16, 2017 at 9:54 am

    I cry & start sweating very very heavy, it is the ANOINTING OF GOD Ana THE GLORY OF GOD that is consuming your THE HOLY SPIRIT is filling you up to the TOP, IT IS FOR OTHERS FOR THE PURPOSE OF GOD

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      June 5, 2018 at 6:27 pm

      So glad I found this. I weep in awe of many worship songs and in church too tried at times I’d try block out and think different to stop my tears. Now I just take tissue and feel the fullness of God is overflowing in me causing tears of love and joy. I’m so undeserving but and His grace overwhelmes me. Nobody at my church really lift their hands but I can’t help it sometimes and when driving in my car and hear worship music tears flow… when I’m reading Gods words often I weep. My husband keeps asking if I’m ok. All I can say my heart is so full. I’m crying now tears flow and I’m so glad to know this is a good thing. Thnx for sharing.

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        Tracey Lesky
        July 1, 2018 at 8:38 pm


        Thanks for sharing. I’ve been a Christian for 40 years. I left God for a long while (about 15 years). My husband became so ill and it brought us both back to the Lord. I have been crying a lot. Everytime I read the bible, pray, or listen to Christian music I just bawl like a baby. The tears flow. I’m not sad. During worship at church, the tears flow. I thought that maybe I was crazy. I’m so glad to find this post. Thank you so much. It is a beautiful thing to be filled with the Holy Spirit.

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        September 11, 2018 at 9:39 am

        I’m so so thankful for reading this post and thankful for the person who thought of creating it. I am thankful for you. After reading this, I decided to post on my FB because so many like us are out there bottling these feelings instead of embracing their form of praise and worship and gratitude by way of tears. We’re all fearfully and wonderfully made. And because God is perfect, he made no mistakes with us. We are special in his eyes and we’re designed this way in his perfect image. Thanks for creating this forum.

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      September 3, 2018 at 2:45 pm

      I hear Jesus and I see his image or Name so believe in the Jesus die for me he is my king my God and my Life. I love him I adore him I would die for My Lord as he died for me.

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    July 12, 2017 at 12:48 am

    So thankful to read your article! I, too, cry every single time and also wondered why?! I have been so embarrassed by this and try to secretly wipe tears. I’m glad to hear why and that it’s not completely unusual. I will begin embracing this!

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      January 22, 2018 at 9:21 am

      I feel so overwhelmed with emotion that soon after the pastor begins to speak, I start crying. Always, no matter what church or what the occasion. I feel embarrassed and self conscious but then I feel bad, because I wonder if it is some kind of blessing and I’m rejecting it. Reading these posts has helped. I just wish I could stop feeling embarrassed and embrace it…

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        January 10, 2019 at 11:18 am

        I wish I could stop feeling embarrassed and embrace it too because I’m for sure not able to stop the tears. Too bad churches don’t have crying areas for people like us instead of for babies! I wonder what would happen if a group of criers like us were sat together and just let it flow.

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          March 8, 2019 at 11:46 am

          I would be in the crying area with you. I think we’re all on this site because of our sensitive spirit to the Holy Spirit. I would pray with and for people and cry the whole time. I use to make sure I didn’t leave home without my tissues and sit directly behind someone so no one would see me cry. I remember missing out on my blessing. Instead of keeping my eyes on God, I was looking around to see who’s watching me cry. Today,….I let the tears flow! If you look at me, I respond with a smile as if I’m saying……you better get yours…….

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    Gus able
    July 24, 2017 at 7:58 pm

    I can’t sing hallelujah without balling my eyes out. I just heard kari Kobe forever for the first time and when she sings Hallelujah the lamb is overcome!!! It just touches my heart

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      November 5, 2017 at 5:48 pm

      Me either! Thanks for sharing.

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      Kevin Landry
      March 13, 2019 at 10:03 pm

      I have this experience as well but am not really sure if it is really a gift of the Holy Spirit, though I did receive an unspeakably wonderful visit from the Lord many years ago and I was crying like a baby from the sheer joy- in the back of a secular college psychology course classroom! I am a man and when I hear certain lyrics during a worship service this is very embarrassing for me to start streaming tears using my handkerchief to clear my sinues when the singing starts: I do not want to distract people or disturb them but … I cry at almost anything, from sad stories about abused people to abused elephants and animals, but many classical musical pieces get me reaching for the kleenex at home as well… I seem to “feel” the pain and sadness of others and I cannot even think of someone crying in sadness without my own tears starting up… Whatever causes either joy and sorrow gets me “going”. Some would call this empathy, or that one is empathic. Anyway, I want to share this about the hazards of GRIEVING too intensely, that it can cause a person to experience a stroke: It is important for people to know something about a serious health hazard that comes with INTENSE GRIEVING that they must keep in mind in the event they suffer some great loss which has them grieving deeply: I have met three people who suffered strokes as a result of intense grieving: One was a woman whose husband left her; and another was a woman whose only son (only child) had died in a house fire; and the third was a middle aged man whose wife had died: Grief can be so intense that it can seriously impact the brain in some manner – probably the intensity of emotion straining the blood vessels – and so a stroke occurs. I am not a doctor but it would be very “unwise” to say that the losses of such people causing them such intense grief and the incidence of their having strokes is only coincidental. (The woman whose son had died in a fire was probably blaming herself inasmuch as she had told me she had not been a good mother, and from what else she had told me about herself she no doubt felt intensely guilty for her former life. She died in 2012 at not more than 55 or so years of age due to a series of such strokes.) We each need to build up our faith all throughout life to prepare for such losses by nurturing hope also and to be mindful of the words of St. Paul on the matter of grief who said words to the effect that we should “not mourn as if we have no hope or faith” to see that person again hereafter. I’ve not as yet ever heard any medical infomercial or any poster etc. anywhere addressing and warning people about this serious health hazard and so have been trying to inform neurologists about it to the end that they warn their patients. It would be a kindness and work of charity to make this hazard known as far and wide as possible among your family members and friends. Grieving is good in some ways IN MODERATION, like many other good experiences. But you would not want to end up perhaps permanently in a nursing home from suffering strokes you could have avoided by showing restraint in the grieving process, nor would you want those you love to suffer the same.

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    July 29, 2017 at 8:23 pm

    I could have written this myself. Finally, an answer! Thank you!

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    July 30, 2017 at 2:10 am

    I cry each time I hear something about God that touches me or has a deep meaning, I can’t control it, it comes out and I can’t put an emotion to it I just cry like someone is touching my soul. Is it Jesus? The Holy Spirit? Or both?.

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      October 22, 2017 at 9:32 pm

      I do too. Every. Single. Time. Today it was when an elder was thanking our pastor. Then everyone stood and started clapping , and tears were just pouring down my face. Everyone else was happy and I was so overcome with emotion. Glad it’s not just me!

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    Jeanette Joseph
    September 11, 2017 at 1:22 am

    Every time I hear the word of God preached, I cry. I cannot stop it.

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    September 11, 2017 at 4:31 am

    I do this every time I am at church, I GIVE GOD ALL THE GLORY AND PRAISE!!!!!!!!! I JUST HUMBLE MYSELF BEFORE HIM!!!!!!!!!!

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    N morales
    September 18, 2017 at 11:47 am

    I’m so happy I read this article I was always trying to hold my tears in and break focus to not cry.. Now I won’t and ill embrace the Holy spirit. Amen

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    September 22, 2017 at 6:40 am

    I cry but…..this has happened to me several times. When I’m really into my prayer during worship and the song if very meaningful to me I begin to praise harder and then I cry but sometimes I will blackout and once I hit the floor my eyes open and I’m stuck on the floor crying so hard but for a few minutes I can’t move. This happened very often. I know it’s the holy Spirit because I can just feel it in my heart. I can’t feel the spirit rush in and out of my body. It is truly and amazing experience but I cannot find anything that can explain why it happened to me so often.

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    October 3, 2017 at 6:15 pm

    Bless you are sharing this! This in itself is an answer to my prayer! To know others actually share this emotion through song. I cry every single time at church during worship. From a young age. It’s plagued my why I can’t get through a song without crying. Most times I concentrate so hard on trying not to cry, because of embarrassment, that I can’t concentrate fully on worshiping God. My husband always asks me what’s wrong, and I say I don’t know! Nothing, actually! I sort of feel at peace now knowing I’m not the only one. Praise God!

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    October 10, 2017 at 12:24 am

    I am a (Male)pastor and I have learned that the Holy Spirit brings such a sensitivity and compassion to us. My heart is moved quite easily to cry. I attended a funeral recently and the family, most of which I didn’t know began to mourn as they were closing the casket. Hearing them hurt cause my heart to hurt for them and I had fight to keep from weeping.
    There is brother in the congregation, we tease each other about….”manning up” we both are easily moved! I guess it could be embarrassing but I have learned that it is something that the Holy Spirit works in those whose hearts He has touched!!!!

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    October 11, 2017 at 9:30 am

    I feel like this too. For me it started when i was an adult. I was raised in a christian home but things happened and i became an atheist because i believed God did not care about me. But one day i was listening to a pastor on T.V and he was singing a praise song and i just started crying and i could not help myself. I thought i was being emotional but now i know i wasn’t . Thank you!! Shish from Kenya.

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      Tiffany Dorsey
      April 8, 2018 at 9:43 pm

      Me too. I got saved when i was fourteen and left church around 26. But I get emotional when I hear Christian misic and I cry when I visit churches. I just think we are not meant for the world and when we’re in church the Spirit bears witness that we are home.

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        January 10, 2019 at 2:56 am

        What a beautiful way of putting into words what my heart feels! Thank you!

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          Antrinece Buchanan
          March 7, 2019 at 1:44 pm

          We are not meant for the world… When i get in the spirit and receive the holy spirit, I completely zone-out.
          Nothing bothers me, no one bothers me. And with that being said, I know that we are not meant for worldly things. He hides us and cover us.What an awesome, glorious, god we serve. I can’t describe how much I love the lord. Thank you lord for helping me find this page.<3

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    October 15, 2017 at 11:44 pm

    An answer i was looking for ! I recently started to attend a christian church “ well more like Congregation” and eveytime i go i feel the need to cry and when worshiping our god and when singing along. I have try to hide it and blink a lot so people do not notice and I really was embarrassed because i asked myself the same question, Omg why am i crying? What is happening? I now know that it is our holy spirit, our GOD touching my heart and i will praise to him with everything i got! And i will let my emotions run wild because it is for him!

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      Farrah Collins
      December 12, 2018 at 9:51 pm

      I loved what you said…about how when we are in God’s presence..we are home.

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    Linda Lopez
    October 16, 2017 at 7:47 pm

    I’m so happy to hear I’m not the only one who feels this way…at night when I pray I sometimes get very emotional…speaking to our Lord..I don’t know I just feel so blessed..so full of joy its a great feeling..does anyone feel the same way ?

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    October 21, 2017 at 6:52 pm

    I am so thankful that I googled this question i felt very alone & embarrassed thank you!

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    October 23, 2017 at 6:41 am

    Amen thank you LORD Jesus for loving us so much, its so refreshing.

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    anne cosgrove
    October 28, 2017 at 4:07 pm

    so glad I googled this I received God’s calling a few months ago and got this urge to attend church and have been for the past couple of months and so glad I did. But I also would cry when singing and praying and felt embarrassed now I will embrace it. I could never understand why I got overwhelmed now I do

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    October 30, 2017 at 10:24 pm

    I’ve always found when I worship I start to weep and weep. Not with joy but with incredible pain and grief. I don’t consider myself an overly emotional kind of guy but worship rips my heart asunder and all I can feel is wave of hurt after wave of hurt. I don’t know why but if any of you could shed some light on this I’d be glad for some insight.

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      November 1, 2017 at 2:49 am

      i get the same exact way too. im filled with grief and i weep uncontrollably. i think its cuz we feel ashamed for the life we’ve lived and for hurting Jesus. We appreciate what Jesus has done for us on the cross and emotions overtake us and we can’t control it, because deep down inside, we know we deserved to be nailed to the cross and not Jesus. i see it as a good sign of the Holy Spirit working in us, allowing us to repent and appreciate what Jesus has done for us. But thats just my opinion because thats how i often feel. i have a lot of grief thinking about Jesus suffering on my behalf and i know i deserved to be on that cross and not my innocent precious beautiful Jesus.

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        December 20, 2017 at 9:06 pm

        AMEN! This is it!!! Thank you so much for not only stating your opinion but putting words to my feelings. EXACTLY! All I could really muster was….”I am just so unworthy.” I think because the feeling is grief instead of joy, it makes me feel like I should hide it even more.

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      January 26, 2018 at 9:16 pm

      I have the same feeling but it’s not hurt . It is purging the hurts from you. I’ve been doing this since a teenager and now I’m in my forties. I’m embarrassed every time. It’s gotten worse now almost if preaching is doing any kind of singing or praise I boo hoo . I just wanna ask him to stop singing so I can stop crying. Sometimes I think he sings like a light switch and there she goes. The more I try to control it the worse it gets so I think it’s better to cry and I feel so good after just abnormal cause I’m the only one most of the time like a huge crybaby. Why me God! I hope the pastor doesn’t start singing on que for me to cry

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    November 2, 2017 at 3:00 am

    I have just finished bawling my eyes out while having some quiet worship time and listening to worship songs. I seem to cry hard for a few seconds, tears pouring down my face, then an overwhelming peace fills me and I suddenly stop crying. Then the crying starts up again and this goes on for a while crying on and off. I absolutely feel it’s the Holy Spirit. When I first gave my heart to God, and began crying during worship I would feel hurt and pain too but after a while (and it did take a while) the pain went. I do think it has something with letting my past go and asking forgiveness for all the things I have done in the past. I guess it’s like a healing period. Now when I cry during worship, I just feel blessed 🙂

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      November 19, 2017 at 3:27 am

      I googled because I don’t understand why I cry either.. first time I came to Christ, I went to a Bible study that my friend has invited me to. My life was a mess, I was so miserable and I was tired of life. My friend invited me to the Bible study and my words to use were”what do I have to lose” and I went. The whole time I was there I felt like everything the pastor talked about referred to me and I was trying so hard not to cry. I’m one of those persons that once they start crying, nothing can make them stop. So I’m sitting there holding in my tears wishing for it to sin be over so I don’t lose it and start sobbing. When it was finally over, the pastor said she wanted to pray over me and I agreed. I couldn’t take it anymore and I started sobbing uncontrollably. So I’m being prayed over and all of a sudden I feel a tremendous peace come over me. My tears stopped and I couldn’t cry, I was in shock with what was going on. From that day on, I believe. I’ve always wondered if anyone else had ever felt that.

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    November 4, 2017 at 8:41 am

    I cry all the time, listening to sermon or worshiping. JUst wondering if there is something wrong with me.
    When I see people get baptist I cry and during Good Friday service I cry because I feel so sad for Jesus dying on the cross for us. What is wrong with me?? I felt embarrassed as I am always in tears at church. I try very hard not to show the ?

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    November 4, 2017 at 9:05 pm

    I almost always cry a little bit. And recently noticed my right hand starts to shake when I pray. Thursday night at church I started crying and couldn’t stop. I started sweating and my ears and face and neck were on fire. When praise and worship was over and I sat down, it instantly ceased. God is amazing and I get closer to Him every day. Thank you Jesus for these fellow Christians.

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      November 19, 2017 at 3:24 am

      I googled becaus me to. My life was a mess, I was so miserable and I was tired of life. My fri Claudetteend invited me to the Bible study and my words to use were”what do I have to lose” and I went. The whole time I was there I felt like everything the pastor talked about referred to me and I was trying so hard not to cry. I’m one of those persons that once they start crying, nothing can make them stop. So I’m sitting there holding in my tears wishing for it to sin be over so I don’t lose it and start sobbing. When it was finally over, the pastor said she wanted to pray over me and I agreed. I couldn’t take it anymore and I started sobbing uncontrollably. So I’m being prayed over and all of a sudden I feel a tremendous peace come over me. My tears stopped and I couldn’t cry, I was in shock with what was going on. From that day on, I believe. ? @ Cath, I’ve always wondered if this was something other people experienced.. this was my first and only time.

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    November 19, 2017 at 1:48 am

    I am very encouraged by this. Just today at a women’s conference I was crying because of the emotion of the topic. Then we started worship and I felt like wailing! And I fought and fought to not wail, so much I even had a small face twitch and my voice wasn’t coming out to sing. I have been scared it is a demon bothering me but I know that is impossible because I am filled with the Holy Spirit and am of God. Thank you for this encouraging blog. I know now not to be embarrassed or ashamed of my blubbering or mistake it for evil. The Lord will do great work through those who humble before Him.

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    December 1, 2017 at 6:00 am

    I’m a guy and I weep whenever I listen to intense worship songs. Sometimes it happens even when I listen to worship songs at work. I didn’t understand it before, Thank you for the explanation.

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    December 3, 2017 at 1:17 pm

    Me too. I’m so glad to know there are others having the same experiences I am. I always felt so alone before, and would always try to stifle my tears. Now I’m thinking there’s probably others in the congregation that feel the same way, but we’re all just trying not to cry! I’d love to go to church with ALL of you!

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    December 9, 2017 at 10:41 pm

    I cry also when in church during praise and worship, and during communion also… when i was in the choir i cried all the time and it would embarrass me but i dont get embarrassed by it now..i just feel that I have a tender heart …and its funny because EVERY time i try and talk about JESUS I end up with tears running down my face….

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    December 13, 2017 at 5:50 pm

    So glad I found this. I have only been to church a few times and every time I give it a go I start crying and get really embarrassed and I then I don’t want to go back. Well last week I wine to an church where they have a Chinese woman that translates the sermon and on stage she stated crying and struggled to get the words out and I felt happy to know I’m not the only one being to impacted by scripture. ..I still don’t even understand why I cry so much, I am only starting to learn about Jesus so I don’t know/understand why Holy Spirit would effect me differently than others?

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    January 2, 2018 at 11:25 pm

    My exact thoughts…When I first began to go to my church I would always cry during worship or when a subject touched my heart during the service but over time it (worship crying) ceased. Recently I attended my partner’s church and yet again I started to cry during worship; I’m not sure why but my spirit is suddenly overwhelmed when attending a church for the first couple of times.
    I’m glad I found this post 🙂

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    Alisa McDaniel
    January 6, 2018 at 4:07 am

    Oh my goodness I need to read this before I go to church every time. The embarrassment is so intense. I feel like it’s going to take me awhile to let this sink in. I also Googled is it normal to cry in church while singing. I do not like bringing attention to myself at all but every time I just cry and cry and cry. I can’t help it! This article is bringing so much comfort to me to know I’m not alone. I just wish I could witness people around me doing the same so I don’t feel singled out while I’m doing it.

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    January 7, 2018 at 1:03 pm

    You all don’t know how encouraging this is for me to find this and read your stories. I too, have cried through worship, sermons, etc. I’ve always wondered why I get so emotional during certain songs. I’m convinced those songs are ones that have Jesus all over them!! They’ve been annointed by the Holy Spirit by whoever wrote the songs, lyrics and music. Music is very powerful. Satan himself was a musician. So because I know this, i want to be so sure that Satan isn’t using music to get to me. I ask Jesus to take away anything that wouldn’t be of Him. I had a non malignant brain tumor 4 years ago. Prior to that I was even more emotional but to this day, there are certain things about Jesus that just stirs my heart to tears like nothing else in this world. He was SO very real to me in ways that are difficult to describe. Every time I recall memories from that time of Jesus being my total peace, I get so choked up and cry. It’s an intense overwhelming emotion- I can’t help or hold back my tears no matter how hard I try. When I share with friends about how Jesus showed himself so real to me, I weep. I weep not because I’m sad but because I’m totally overwhelmed by God’s love for me. He was there with me. He still is but I saw Him in a different way. What you’ve shared about how we are being touched by the Holy Spirit as His gift to us when tears come to us, is a beautiful thought that I never considered. I just thought wow. Either I have some kind of mental instability (which I’ve never been told I have) or perhaps it’s from too much sugar…yet, I try to limit my sugar and it’s not like I’m eating it very often to cause this intense emotion when and only when I think about who Jesus is to me and while worshipping him, hearing a story of His faithfulness to others, etc. I have felt embarrassed for sure when tears just stream down my face during worship. As others have mentioned, my husband or kids have asked me what’s wrong…if I’m ok. I’m like, “Yes! I’m totally fine. I don’t really know what’s wrong…” yet I do…it’s an overwhelming presence of the Holy Spirit…whether joy of who He is and all He’s done, or sadness for what more I could do to show Him my love for Him for all He has done on the cross for me, or maybe sadness of our world and how this must hurt His heart. So yeah. This is my story and it sure does help to know I’m not alone. God bless you all and someday very soon He will wipe every tear from our eyes! Oh and one more thing. Someone mentioned about how while we are praising and worshipping Jesus, the angels are also. Prior to finding out about my meningioma brain tumor, I was in worship with my husband. As we were singing a song, “Oh how marvelous oh how wonderful is my Savior’s love for me…”, I turned to him and said, “We just sang this!” My husband said, “We are singing it right now!” I felt I had been in a different place- a beautiful and perfect place hearing the harmonies so lovely and perfect, almost tranquil. Then I came back to reality- still beautiful but what I had just heard was almost heavenly. I know this sounds so weird. I realized that I had been having right temporal lobe partial seizures from where my brain tumor was located…causing dejavu symptoms as well. Since it was in the memory and emotional part of my brain, it made sense, yet….I had never in my life heard this song sound so absolutely beautiful as I had heard it. I get very emotional when I think about this as well. I cry for God’s amazing love to us as humans. God is so good! I love him sooo much. I just wish I always felt His presence as I did during that time in my life. I know He’s the same God but He does seem to show himself in different ways at different times to us. Thanks for listening and any thoughts would be appreciated!

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    January 17, 2018 at 12:30 am

    I did cry teicdbut before this I used to go church almost every Sunday for a few years , then I stopped. I joined the army and got out and I went to a funeral that was my girlfriends uncle I didn’t even know him and the pastor started to reference things off of the Bible to a story he told about his father, that’s the first time I experienced crying and I don’t know what happened but it just came out . The second time was when I went to a service and was invited by a lady that was the daughter of mother tucker which is a well known lady for the mother tucker ministries in Oklahoma. I went to attend and to help hand out food for the poor and the needy and I went to join the service I sat down and they started singing songs and I just started crying out of nowhere and I kind of felt it was going to happen . I was a little embarrassed so I left early but after the
    Songs were done I stopped crying then the pastor ask me to come up and he said a prayer to me right when he started saying a prayer I started crying again. Now I read the Bible every night we’ll try too and will finish it within this year or year and a half and I started crying while reading these comments about others crying. I know it’s a long paragraph but I cant explain myself in dense but all I know is that I love the feeling of it after when I cry it feels like god and Jesus and the Holy Spirit is within my heart. I don’t attend church every Sunday and that was the last time I went but I do pray every night and try to read Atleast a page or two every night .

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    January 17, 2018 at 7:15 pm

    What a wonderful & blessed piece ~ Thank You! ~ And to see the conversation it opened ~ So wonderful!
    This is hands down one of the best articles I’ve read and has quickened me in the spirit. I too have searched
    many times on this topic but never read anything as good. Since becoming a Christian, I always have this
    bubbling-up of emotion. It felt wrong to stuff it down but I too felt like an anomaly and didn’t know what it
    was. Until a woman said, it’s the Holy Spirit honey 🙂 I now know that when the spirit moves, crying is highly
    cathartic ~ purging ~ purifying.

    “Remove the dross from the silver, and it will become a vessel for the smith” Proverbs 25:4

    Silver is mined from the earth with other metals and isolated by refining processes. Silver must be refined numerous times to remove all the dross – the scum or foreign matter that corrupts the purity of the metal (Pr 17:3; Ps 12:6). After all the dross has been removed, the pure silver can be formed into a beautiful vessel with the excellent traits of silver. . . Life is incredible with God ♥

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    January 22, 2018 at 2:42 pm

    Every. Single. Time!
    Thank you deeply for this article, I’ve been struggling with myself thinking that something may be wrong with me.
    Deep in my soul, though, I always feel grateful that my relationship with God still stirs me up, that my passion can still manifest and that I can be consumed with emotion because of God. He is worthy to be praised.

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    March 25, 2018 at 6:35 pm

    I feel so much better after seeing I’m not alone. I feel it’s guilt shame appreciation peace love spirit and hope all wrapped into one! I always feel better after I let it all out but I usually wait till the ride home to let it all out. Thanks for posting this , God is so so good

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    April 1, 2018 at 5:07 pm

    I too have moments that I am listening to a touching hymn or hearing someone who loves God,Jesus and the Holy aspirit that I am brought to tears. I feel so good ina few seconds like I have been touched by my Savior.
    I’m not a regular church attender but I still gave the Holy Spirit in my sou.

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    April 24, 2018 at 1:18 am

    I have asked the Holy Spirit about this. I get euphoric feelings from the HS that actually make the hairs stand on end with big goosebumps (see Job 4). I am always happy and can actually feel the HS inside my body. I have also experienced the tears and sometimes tears mixed with the good feeling. The HS told me that sometimes there is pride in me when I experience the tears. At other times there are emotions of sadness mixed in but the HS said that the feeling he wants us to feel is happiness and not sadness. We do feel sadness in times of compassion but the HS wants to turn this sadness into joy.

    Isaiah 61
    1 The Spirit of the Sovereign Lord is on me, because the Lord has anointed me to proclaim good news to the poor. He has sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim freedom for the captives and release from darkness for the prisoners, 2 to proclaim the year of the Lord’s favor and the day of vengeance of our God, to comfort all who mourn, 3 and provide for those who grieve in Zion—to bestow on them a crown of beauty instead of ashes, the oil of joy instead of mourning, and a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair.
    Galatians 5:22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23 gentleness and self-control.

    Revelation 21
    3 And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, “Look! God’s dwelling place is now among the people, and he will dwell with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God. 4 ‘He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death’ or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.”

    The double portion below is the feeling of the HS on earth in the flesh and in heaven.

    Isaiah 61
    7 Instead of your shame you will receive a double portion, and instead of disgrace you will rejoice in your inheritance. And so you will inherit a double portion in your land, and everlasting joy will be yours.

    1 Corinthians 2
    God’s Wisdom Revealed by the Spirit
    6 We do, however, speak a message of wisdom among the mature, but not the wisdom of this age or of the rulers of this age, who are coming to nothing. 7 No, we declare God’s wisdom, a mystery that has been hidden and that God destined for our glory before time began. 8 None of the rulers of this age understood it, for if they had, they would not have crucified the Lord of glory. 9 However, as it is written:
    “What no eye has seen,
    what no ear has heard,
    and what no human mind has conceived”—
    the things God has prepared for those who love him—
    10 these are the things God has revealed to us by his Spirit.
    The Spirit reveals all things, even the deep things of God. 11 For who knows a person’s thoughts except their own spirit within them? In the same way no one knows the thoughts of God except the Spirit of God. 12 What we have received is not the spirit of the world, but the Spirit who is from God, so that we may understand what God has freely given us. 13 This is what we speak, not in words taught us by human wisdom but in words taught by the Spirit, explaining spiritual realities with Spirit-taught words. 14 The person without the Spirit does not accept the things that come from the Spirit of God but considers them foolishness, and cannot understand them because they are discerned only through the Spirit.
    Job 4
    12 “A word was secretly brought to me, my ears caught a whisper of it. 13 Amid disquieting dreams in the night, when deep sleep falls on people, 14 fear and trembling seized me and made all my bones shake. 15 A spirit glided past my face, and the hair on my body stood on end. 16 It stopped, but I could not tell what it was. A form stood before my eyes, and I heard a hushed voice: 17 ‘Can a mortal be more righteous than God? Can even a strong man be more pure than his Maker? 18 If God places no trust in his servants, if he charges his angels with error, 19 how much more those who live in houses of clay, whose foundations are in the dust, who are crushed more readily than a moth! 20 Between dawn and dusk they are broken to pieces;
    unnoticed, they perish forever. 21 Are not the cords of their tent pulled up, so that they die without wisdom?’

    I know this is a long post but ask the HS about this because:
    John 14
    25 “All this I have spoken while still with you. 26 But the Counselor (Comforter), the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you. 27 Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.

    Peace Blessings and Happiness to all you and JESUS IS LORD
    1 Corinthians 12:3
    Therefore I want you to know that no one who is speaking by the Spirit of God says, “Jesus be cursed,” and no one can say, “Jesus is Lord,” except by the Holy Spirit.

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    April 30, 2018 at 5:50 pm

    Shakababa! I was wondering why I cry so much. Here lately especially. Last two sundays have been a down pour. THAANK YOU, God, so much for this Gift of Tears! Knowing what I now known, wouldn’t have an it any other way.

    Love you guys. Thanks for the article.

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    May 19, 2018 at 3:42 pm

    I am still wondering why I do cry when I listen to certain verses from the scripture. Some word or phrases in a hymn sometimes touch me so deep that I burst out with tears. Sometime while listen to on to a preacher I feel extermly overwhelmed. I generally do not cry but I don’t understand why this happens.

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      December 14, 2018 at 4:20 pm

      It happens to me. I often try to avoid it but i just can not contain my emotion. I understand now that I also received the gifts of the good spirit from God. I am very much thankful. And praying to the Lord Jesus Christ to use me, possess me and guide me to always obey and follow Gods commandments thru faith hope and love.

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    June 5, 2018 at 8:06 pm

    I’m so glad I found this. I can completely relate. I cannot contain my emotions when I worship the Lord. I always cry like crazy and tears just take over! I’m not ashamed or embarrassed about it, because I understand our spirits expression should not be held back. I asked my spiritual father why it is that I cry every-time I worship the LORD and he said, “it is because you’re spirit is touching GOD.” And I can’t quite understand what that means so I just now googled it and the LORD led me to this blog. Makes perfect sense. I’m glad others can relate!!

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    June 8, 2018 at 8:02 am

    Your post and many of the replies I can relate to. I don’t know what I’m gonna do this Sunday in church though. I’ve been asked to lead worship and one of the songs I’m gonna sing is So Will I by Hillsong. I’ve been listening to it on repeat here at work and I can’t contain my emotions. The words to that song just touches my spirit in a magnificent way.

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    Genevieve Muwana
    June 12, 2018 at 12:36 pm

    Thank you so much for this. It happens to me almost every single time I prise and worahiworship and this morning the weeping was so intense. I am happy I found your blog article. Praise God!!

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    July 26, 2018 at 4:26 pm

    Im 15 and If I even think of God or Jesus I instantly starting tearing up. This past week at youth
    Services at the church I have opened my life up to God more than before. I’m so thankful he rescued me from the devils claws. Now just because God has saved me doesn’t mean the devil won’t try and take you and distract you Fromm God. Just keep praying and reading your bible. I am utterly in love with God and Jesus Christ.

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    September 12, 2018 at 1:01 pm

    I cry every time I hear the name Jesus Christ,I can’t help it . Thank you all now iknow it’s nothing to be embarrassed about, cry a lot anything to do with God icant help the tears.

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    Devanae Perez
    October 5, 2018 at 4:34 pm

    Amen Amen!! you are beautiful children of God, I’m so happy that we experience the Holy Spirit in this way! I love you all praise be to our Father in Heaven! 🙂

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    Whitney b Henderson
    October 27, 2018 at 8:02 am

    I’m so happy I found this article. To know thats its at least one other person like me. I sing and when I am overwhelmed with the spirit I have started using rhe energy to sing. As a result I often impress myself. I sing notes I never imagined. I cry all the time. I just feel compassionate. I too fear what others will think of me. So next time I sing I’m a just let the lord use me. And keep surprising myself

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    November 7, 2018 at 11:13 pm

    im so happy i found this page,, I also got curious about how i feel, i didnt attend every sunday church but i do pray and read the Bible, and everytime i watch online preaching i do cry as i worship the Lord tears fell down from my eyes as if im feeling the same emotion as others feel. i always woke up in the middle of the night and something in my head just telling me to pray.
    and evrytime i sing i feel like shivering as if im cold but im totally normal sometimes i feel it working inside my body. and i ask myself is this the HS?
    i always thank God for everything.. Godbless us.

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    Amanda Smith
    November 14, 2018 at 4:43 pm

    I cry really bad when I hear His music! I also cry whenever someone is praying for me or I feel Him near! I thought it was unusual and I too try and hide that I get so emotional and cry my eyes out!

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    November 23, 2018 at 10:55 pm

    I am also so happy I googled this topic, and thank you all for sharing your testimonials!

    Just earlier I was reading my “Jesus Calling” book which I haven’t touched in months and started bawling my eyes out, then I listed to ‘Alabaster Box’ and started crying even more.. I definitely agree that God fills us up with an overwhelming spiritual connection to Him that we just have to release physically through tears and such. I am truly blessed He gave me this vulnerability and compassion.

    I think I cry because I feel ashamed/guilty of my sin. And me being such a hard person on myself, I want to be “perfect” and always make the best choices/decisions; to be a saint and not show God my setbacks. I am now encouraged to push through the tears, and feel the twists and churns in my stomach because I know on the other side is God’s everlasting Love. He created me perfectly in His own image, and I believe the tears pleases Him because He knows that’s when I call to Him and need Him the most. That’s when the fun can begin and God will show himself to me/us (:

    Thanks for reading

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    December 4, 2018 at 4:05 pm

    Thank you so much,God is good all the time. I also reckoned there’s something wrong with me. I will cry a lot at church on Sundays, fasting and praying services, while listening to the Gospel, when praying. I mean everytime when I heard name of our Lord Jesus Christ. I tried to control myself but in vain. Now I know is the Gift of the spirit. Many thanks once more, God bless.

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    January 3, 2019 at 5:04 am

    I’m so glad I’m not the only one who cries when singing in church. I’ve often thought it was the conviction of my own sins but now I’m thinking (after reading these posts) that the Holy Spirit is moving in me and maybe, just maybe, I am not the lost and wretched soul I let satan tell me I am. I have always struggled to understand how and why Jesus loves me but despite my doubts, He apparently does. That in itself is amazing! I won’t try to hide my tears in church anymore but instead, I will let God do the cleansing of my soul and be so very grateful for it. God bless you all.

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    January 9, 2019 at 1:25 am

    I am so much blessed by your comments, it is good to understand that crying is out of spiritual brokenness and is enabled by the Holy Spirit. Every time i found myself crying i always look down; hiding my face, thinking that i am always carried away by my human emotions , may God bless you so much for sharing your experience.

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    January 20, 2019 at 7:05 pm

    I went to church for the first time today in more years than I’d like to admit. I was probably a child the last time I attended a regular service that wasn’t for a wedding. As soon as the lights dimmed, and the worship music began, I was completely overcome with emotion. I was embarrassed and thankful it was dark and people did not notice – but it became so intense – the more I wanted to “get it together” the harder it became, and finally I nudged my wife and told her. I thought I was going to have to leave. She just held my hand tight and told me its OK. Here I am, a 45 year old man, father of 3 and husband of many years, and I could not get my emotions under control. I felt like all the guilt, fear, shame, condemnation, lack, suffering and self-doubt was pouring out of me all at once. I had zero control over it – the moment the praise and worship music began, it was like a vacuum turned on to clean all the baggage I’ve been carrying in my soul. I for one am a beliver in Jesus Christ. He was born, he was alive and performed miracles, and he was crucified – there were too many eye witnesses to those thee basic facts to refute the story of Christ which has survived and not changed for over two millennia. I have always been a beliver, but from now on I will be celebrating Christ in Church with others from the community on Sundays, and I hope my post encourages other men that have felt something missing in their lives to do the same. God bless

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    Alphea Pryor
    January 25, 2019 at 3:27 am

    I also googled why do I cry when I read the word of God. I’ve been going through so much for a woman to be 38 years old. The word of God is the only thing that gives me comfort. I just want to say that I Love God and all of y’all too. It has has given me great joy to read these testimonies and to know that I’m not alone. I also want to say thanks to the one who created this blog. Ok Brothers & Sisters in Christ I can go to sleep now.. Be Blessed

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    Alexis voss
    January 29, 2019 at 7:58 am

    Everyone’s story is simply beautiful. Three letters; wow. It’s almost as if each and everyone of you took bits and pieces of how exactly I felt but couldn’t get into words … i am very grateful to have found this and very greatful to have the opportunity to go through each and every response. Almost made me feel as if I were in church with everyone, sharing our stories, holding each other’s hands and speaking about how we feel the holy spirit inside us. I recently got into a near death expierence and the stranger who immediately stopped to help was named Michael. And for those who don’t know Michael is a “gift from god” an archangel who leads heavens armies and defeats satan. I also began to see the number 7 multiples times. I saw it imediently after leaving the whole incident. That happened this past Saturday. long story short I wasn’t wearing a seatbelt and when we crashed I jerked up and my head hit the visor which split my head open, and I truly believe I had an angel guardian watching over me the whole time. I didn’t even realize I was hurt until I touched my head and saw blood all over my hand then felt the blood drip down my scalp. It seemed very crazy to me that I felt nothing. I honestly thought I had no injuries and was more worried about my best friends car at the time. (It was just us two) and to put the cherry on top we crashed into a wall on a bridge right below a steep highway. I was never very spiritual and I always doubted myself, I always thought I wasn’t enough or deserving of god or anyone in that matters; love. And the crazy thing is literally the day before Saturday I was very sad felt very numb I even asked myself in the shower “what am I truly doing with my life?” “What is my purpose?” And just cried and cried, best place to cry btw. That Saturday night I couldn’t stop crying I felt very blessed. I felt as if I was chosen to do something like I was special. I felt whole, I felt as if my questions were answered. I didn’t sleep that night I just couldn’t, I had so many thoughts in my head that I couldn’t seem to turn off. My mother, a very catholic Hispanic women and my step dad are very religious. They attend church every Sunday, with their Starbucks in the morning, their bible and a notebook they individually have to write down anything during service that sticks to them or has any meaning to them. I felt as if I NEEDED to go to church where everyone praises god for the amazing miracles he does in our every day life’s. Also another reason I couldn’t sleep because I was just looking so forward to it. I stopped going to church. I’d go every once in awhile to make my mom happy but it was never for me and I never took it serious and I was almost always hungover and felt dizzy and didn’t even pay attention, I would even fall asleep, Ofcourse until my mom Nudged me to stay awake. Unfortunately I never took it as serious as it really is. Going to church that Sunday was everything I expected and MORE! I learned how to properly pray which is funny to me because I always made fun of myself because when I would pray I almost felt awkward like I was doing it all wrong. One thing that stuck with me was that he said “god means what he says and says what he means!” Also that satan is real but god is always fighting him and defeating him every day. After church I got a tattoo with my brother (his first tattoo) I have about 8 but after tht day I now have 10 and I’m only 19 but all my tattoos are apart of me and mean something different. Funny thing is i didn’t even plan to get a tattoo, it was supposed to be all about my brother. I got “you are enough” with two hearts on each side. Such a self explanatory message. When I saw it that Saturday night Before, I knew I had to get it. I also got a bandaid that I made completely into my own; which is a Kawaii sad face crying and in the middle of the bandaid lays the words “I forgive you” underneath of it. the meaning behind the tears if you don’t already know by reading this blog, is I felt as if I’ve drained all the ugly, dirty , nasty water and truly forgave myself for I am not my sins. And I am now cleansed. And pure. I feel blessed and grateful and truly touched by god and all his angels. We are the lucky ones. Also quickly because it is pretty interesting and funny, I got the you are enough tattoo on my collar bone (the bandaid above my knee for anyone wondering.) so originally what I told my tattoo artist is I wanted “I am enough” and it’s crazy because I was unsure of the font so as he’s showing me all 10 pages of different fonts in cursive , as i choose the one I instantly fell In love with. So he gets to it and as I’m leaving I FaceTime my best friend to show her and I tell her how this “I am enough” tattoo was maybe my favorite and I JUST got it. she starts to laugh and says “wait that says you are enough?” And my brother and I looked at each other in shock, he was just as shocked as well because he was the one helping me decide. We both did not realize what we were looking at even though it was right in front of our eyes! And it made me so happy because not only am I enough but everyone is enough if we truly believe we are. And I told my brother “wow ….. how did we not realize this whole time…. !?” I’m very grateful that turned out how it did because if a complete stranger is having the worst day of their life, feeling empty, lost, strange, not complete, they can see me and read my visable tattoo and hopefully be able to remind them selfs THEY ARE ENOUGH and to simply bring a smile to a stranger in needs face or anyone in general. I am very blessed I almost feel born again. That’s the Holy Spirit for you! I believe I will Acomplish any goals I wish to acomplish and god will be holding my hand every step of the way. I don’t know my purpose yet but I know I WILL be SOMEONE and do great things, make all my loved ones truly happy and proud. For god gave me a second chance and is showing me I was made for a purpose and I shall achieve it. But in due time to always have faith in god, believe in yourself and never doubt yourself because anything is possible within faith in god and love itself. I am no longer scared of anything because god has BIG plans for me and as do anyone reading this. ❤️ God bless, stay strong and ALWAYS express yourself no matter the audience, for you are yourself and not even the lord can judge you but praise you for being your true inner self. And do everything with love, passion, and dedication. *bigs hugs to anyone I’ve touched just by simply hearing my story* xoxo

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    Amiable Stephen Joseph
    February 2, 2019 at 2:53 am

    I don’t know why it keeps happening whenever i am in God’s House.. I shed tears most times when worship songs are going on.
    Please is there anything wrong?
    What does it mean?
    I can’t help myself…

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    February 12, 2019 at 10:07 am

    Every single time! As I starts to worship or the worship music starts my eyes go crazy, I cry a lot. And I can it relate to it.. I try to distract myself that I do not cry thinking why it’s only me crying n no one’s are crying. I thought initially that I’m too broken but even in joyfulness I cry. And I used to question why do I cry so much God? Or please don’t make me cry God.. But something happens when I worship..my heart just cant contain it as it’s gonna burst n sometimes I feel liking running to God n hug him or fall at his feet holding him.. I don’t know what I’m saying but this happens to me.

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    Brook Alyson Heath
    March 8, 2019 at 4:28 pm

    Just WOW! I am so glad to be reading this now!! The first 38yrs of my life were spent living in a state of hell. Extreme Sexual, emotional, physical, & mental abuse as a child, abandonment, mental health issues, 24yrs of alcoholism & addiction, and eventual suicide attempts, drove me to a place where I finally gave up. When my strength ended, God’s strength began. July 28, 2017 is the day I surrendered and jumped blindly in hopes that God would do for me what I couldn’t. Since I was a tiny girl, I always knew I was one of His chosen in my heart. I knew I needed to endure my storms & do everything in my earthly power to remain Faithful, because one day God would use me to help others. I made a bargain with God and with every ounce of everything within me, I said “Here I am Lord. PLEASE, If you will take away ALL of my pain (mentally, physically, emotionally), I will spend the rest of eternity worshiping you and living to do only your will & not my own”. I meant every single word that I’d said & on blind Faith I leaped. I was either going to crash and die or I was going to grow wings and fly…I did neither! God grabbed me with an absolute quickness, embraced me tightly…intimately, and began pouring so much love, peace, gratitude, and Faith into me, that every hole & crack in my heart was immediately filled!! I got to experience a REAL , life changing spiritual awakening and from that moment on, I was changed from the inside out. God worked through me thoroughly and gave me a brand new life with a new name to boot! My chains…BROKEN. My heart…HEALED. My life is no longer my own…it’s HIS. God keeps blessing me over & over & over again and even though it sounds crazy, God is doing it in a way that lets me know it was Him. It’s like I’m being rewarded & constantly reminded that He is fully with me and will remain so forever. God did the impossible and moved immovable mountains in my life. He cleansed my spirit and my mind. After 24yrs of severe alcoholism & drug addiction so bad that I rightfully should have died 10xs over, EVERY. Single. Desire for that poison DISAPPEARE!!! Gone!!! And I swear to it on my life! All my hate, anger, & resentments GONE! That is the power of God!! I am brought to tears every time I think about how blessed I truly am, that God chose me to show the world just how powerful He is! I cry so much that for a while I thought there was something wrong with me. After reading your story, it makes perfect sense! I feel so unbelievably full of God’s love and am grateful in ways that most people could never begin to comprehend, that I lose control of my emotions and tears in abundance just flow freely from my eyes. I cannot stop them, no matter how hard I try. The feelings I have for God are indescribable and unless you’ve beared witness to & experienced His amazing, otherworldly superpowers firsthand, you could not even begin to understand. I think people think I’m crazy, lol, but I don’t care. I live my life for my Heavenly Father and pray desperately for Him to USE ME daily!! I praise Him loud & proud for all to hear and wish that everyone could know God like I do. My relationship with Him is my 1st priority! I no longer live in my past or fear for what the future may bring. My God is good ALL THE TIME! He keeps His promises and because He does, so do I. I will honor my promises to God, because He didn’t have to deliver me from Hell, but He did. That is well worth a lifetime of service & praise and then some! I have almost 2yrs clean now and know that when God says it’s time for me to tell my story, He will work through me beautifully & together we will save lives. I am, because He is and in my eyes, that makes me the luckiest woman to have ever lived.

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    William Nowak
    March 9, 2019 at 10:01 pm

    Wow…Such a blessing to have read so many of your posts…It is so AWESOME to see so many other people that share in this Gift of The Holy Spirit…I too myself start weeping and sobbing, sweating a lot and get uncontrollably emotional when praying, hearing sermons, singing hymns or hearing any worship music…sometimes just doing regular activities….I have never spoken in tongues but I am also not sad when I cry…I can literally sit and in a 2 hour time frame I can start and stop weeping uncontrollably 10 -12 times no problem at all…like its almost something I can do at will…and I know it is of God now…Thank you all so much for reaffirming this…Hallelujah!!!

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    Juliana Phang
    March 15, 2019 at 2:34 am

    I cry easily but these last two years whenever I am in the he church service, I will cry so much that l I had to make sure I had a hanky in my bag before I set out for church as tissues are always not enough.
    Sometimes, I will feel so embarrassed at my emotions. But I knew it was my soul being touched by the awesome love of God.l, so I didn’t feel ashamed. Still I wondered whether I was the only one.

    I was preparing songs for my cell group and while practising the songs, my tears just flowed. I just had to Google & find out. I was so touched by all your testimonies and my tears was dripping non stop until my hubby teasingly asked me, “Still crying?” 😆

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    March 31, 2019 at 8:02 pm

    I’m 13 years old. I cry ALL the time during worship and all of the other kids in the youth group look at me like I’m crazy. It’s just so hard NOT to cry! I feel the Lord touch me and I just can’t hold back my tears. It all just comes out . I lift my hands and I sing out to the Lord. Everyone stares…

    I thought I was alone, but now I know that I’m not the only one who gets like this. Thank you!! 😊

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    April 10, 2019 at 7:10 pm

    I to thought it was just me being to super sensitive, or just extremely broken and feeling unfixable as I cry every time I start to talk to God in my bed and when I try and read my bible I can’t sometimes as the tears just don’t stop. Been going on for yrs now. I backslide for good few yrs and wondered if I cried because I couldn’t come back. But I guess that’s fearing rejection from God due to human rejection.
    God bless all us sensitive cryers! Love the idea someone said about crying corner in church. Massive boxes of Kleenex! 😁💖

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    April 11, 2019 at 4:22 pm

    I am a man, Husband, father of 4, and believer/follower of Our Lord Jesus Christ. Thank you for this post. I came to this page today because I was moved today by the spirit and wanted to see if I was alone in my feelings. I have a friend going through a difficult time and facing some tough decisions and I encouraged him over text message to pray to the Holy Spirit for discernment. I was at my son’s school event at the time with my wife and other parents at my side and I literally started crying and getting emotional. I made sure no one saw me and I chuckled about it privately as i wiped my eyes. But I realized that the Spirit moved me when I sent my best friend that message. I always hold back my tears with music that praises God and I’m so happy to hear that I am not alone. These feelings should be embraced. Society doesn’t allow for strong men to just break down in tears. However, I do believe we need to break that stigma. My youngest son is the same way. He prays in the shower and says he feels the presence of family members (or the Holy Spirit) that have gone before us and starts crying. He’s a special boy. We need to teach our boys that emotions should be embraced. Thanks all.

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